EM'EASSZZII

if you have read my first two blogs you probably realized I've got a Jekyll && Hyde thing going on. if you came to that conclusion your right. Yup there are two of me maybe even more I could probably have a television show like Tara named after me called " THE UNITED STATES OF EMMA" But on a more serious note.

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there goes me switching people on myself. Jay would say "im schitzo koo-koo clock don't tick so"

NOW BACK TO OUR REGULARLY SCHEDULED PROGRAM

Like i was saying till I rudely interrupted myself. I've got two sides to me both named Emma unfortunately. But the Emma in the introduction is also known as Easszzii. && for obvious reasons. No I'm not a slore. Easszzii in the sense of easy going, easy to let go, easy to love, easy to live. Easszzii is a free spirit. I used to give a fuck now I give a fuck less. Nope Easszzii never gives a fuck. She's not afraid to let loose be who she be and if you don't like it o well you just wont get to laugh so hmphh. Easszzii is a cover up for the other Emma formally known as Em. Allot of people may call me this but not many people know her. She used to give a shit. Now she gives a shit more. I think Em's one of the deepest people I will ever be. Like Easszzii stated in the Intro

MY LIFE IS LIKE A BOOK!!!

NOT A MOVIE!!!
you cant just sit down and watch me to know who i am
you've got to pick me up
read me from front to back
take your time
find the perfect position
put me down. just to pick me up again
take me with you when you shit.shower.sleep.
ride the train with me.bookmark me.fold a page
stop and reread me so you can have a full understandment of me.
&& when your done read the back. go back to your favorite parts
SHIT... WISH, HOPE && SEARCH
for the sequel and do it all again
because in the back of me I've got a lil section saying
THE STORY AIN'T OVER. YES THERE WILL BE A SEQUEL
&& if you cant find me in Barnes && Nobles
bet your luck I'm sitting on top of one of those tables outside
on Jamaica ave,downtown Brooklyn, or on the corner of 5th && 50th


DAMN I'M GOOD...I THINK I ALMOST JUST CAME ON MYSELF

But Em is the person Ive always been. She grew up with me and lived the life I lived. She is the secrets I keep behind my eyes. She is the insecurities, the fears, the heartache, the struggle. She's like Nelly's "Tip drill" video RAW && UNCUT. && you are lucky enough to meet her cuz

I'M COMING OUT, I WANT THE WORLD TO KNOW, ITS TIME TO LET IT SHOW...