it was first called Defeat but i changed it to Let Life Live

...Let Life Live...

sometimes I think I'm not meant to have anything
I came into this world with nothing
&& it seems that as i progress through life I lose the little I have
or whatever I have gained
sometimes left with less than I started with
at times i let myself become defeated
then there are other times
I GO SO HARD
only ending up feeling
DEFEATED
that's when i realize
chill em, don't rush, just coast.
LET LIFE LIVE
don't stress. just breath
then it happens!!!
but i don't realize it because i wasn't paying attention
until its lost again...and once again I'm defeated.
thinking I'm not meant to have anything
taking longer to go hard && even longer to realize i need to
LET LIFE LIVE
&& it takes even longer for it to happen
do i realize it happens this time? do i pay attention? do i stop the cycle?
do i believe that i am meant to have
EVERYTHING
&& that I came into this world with
LIFE
do i realize that I have more than I ever started with
did I
LET LIFE LIVE?
or am i once again pitying myself into
DEFEAT?