whats the meaning of v.day

people feel that valentines day is all about the big gifts, the jewelry, the candy, the roses, the teddies, the materialistic shit. i mean i don't blame them because this is the way society raises us up to be. its like as soon as we start school in kindergarten on valentines day were supposed to buy each other gifts. to me that's not what its all about. I'll take a simple memory over a material object. a memory will be worth so much more. i want something that's gonna make me smile and tickle my insides. not something i can ooo and ahhhh about that wont be worth shit when the purchaser is gone. or even when there still here. what can you do with a size 2 pair of jeans next year when your pushing a six. NOTHING. what can u do with a box of chocolate when its done? SHIT IT OUT AND KEEP IT FOREVER AND EVER AMEN? i don't feel like rambling on and on but you get my drift. when i was younger i wanted this worthless shit because that's what society told me i should want. last year i had a "valentine" he brought me a teddy a rose & a chocolate. and i never took it home with me. i honestly didn't want it. call me what you want. i guess its because i didn't want him. he didn't mean anything to me. so therefore those items were worthless. I'm not looking for worthless I'm looking for priceless. the 2 v.days before that were to me much worst. i had boyfriends that so called loved me but didn't have valentines. nope no happy valentines day sweetie.no gross chocolate.no stinky rose. not even a mr.teddy. not even a simple memory that tickled my insides. Just two guys that wanted to tickle my insides. && one girl saying fuck the world and this bumass holiday. but this vday or day b4 vday (4perfect none of ya b.i reasons) was the best i could ever have. society didn't take over with worthless materials but like MasterCard it was priceless. full of uncontrollable laughter. mixed with joys and happiness. && ended with a date to do this once again same time next year.