NO FAITH,,,
NO STRENGTH,,,
LOWER THAN LOW,,,
I don't understand how my life got to the place its at. I'm always mad, upset, discontent. I'm disconnected fom myself. I keep fuckin crying and its pissing me off. I cried yesterday on the bus on the train while I was walking. I woke up this morning crying and haven't stopped since. I'm a big fuckin crybaby. I hate the life I'm living. I wish there was a fast forward button. Its stressful. I try to have faith but I'm losing it. Optimism is not working. A million interviews and another apartment lost. I'm gonna be 21 with nothing. Frustrated!!! This isn't the life I planned. I honestly didn't see it coming. I miss my old life. I miss school, I miss working, I miss independence. I miss being tired from days with not enough hours. I miss being to bizzy for myself. Now I'm just sick and tired. Where did I go.
Saturday, April 11, 2009
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We all have times like that . Just know that its only a phase things always get better.
ReplyDeleteworrrd up dilemma!! what goes up must come down && vice versa
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